| | the things we go through in life..
the lyrics prob explains what i'm feeling or am going through right now..
just sucks..
why do we have to make so many decisions in life?
not knowing if we're making the right ones..
lord speak..
Father, I’m going through some heavy things
It seems like this world ain’t getting any better
The more we try to get closer to You
The farther we run from Your throne
I’ve spent so many nights wonderin’ when will it end
When will the day come when happiness begins
I’m running the race but it seems too hard to win
I’m sick of mourning my stomach is throwing up in the morning
I’m calling for help and watching it melt away
My heart’s been put on display and put away
In many ways, many times I told myself it was ok
And anger was the price that was paid
While these faded dreams just screamed to bring them home
The burden was too heavy I kept running from the throne
I can’t take it any longer
I can taste my spirit hunger
God please help me get home
Lord though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death
I’m not scared cause You’re holding my breath
I only fear that I don’t have enough time left
To tell the world that there’s no time left, Lord please
I’ve come to terms that I’m burning both sides of the rope
And I’m hoping that self-control would kick in before I’m choking off
The sin that be destroying every fiber I got
I need the Lord in every way I’ll never make it I’m not
Going back to the way I was before Christ in my life
I couldn’t do it I would lose it there’s no point to the fight
And I’m writing this song, for the people who don’t belong
I pray away the pain you feel from all the things that went wrong
Inside a life that’s filled with anger and disappointment
Cause daddy treated you weaker than all of the other kids
It’s annoying and I feel for all of you who wanna give up
You feel stuck I feel the same way Lord help us stay up
You couldn’t pay me to abandon the idea of true hope
That I could make it through this life into a place where there’s no crying
I’m dying to find You with open arms when I go
Knowing You love me and You waiting to give rest to my soul
Lord I don't know what I'm struggling for
There’s got to be more
Than this life I know
But still I’m here fighting to never give up
I find strength in Your love
And You will see me through
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i should've just bolded the whole damned thing i think..
oh god...bring me back to the place and time where I didn't have to worry about anything at all..
don't wanna be alone...
wonder how things will be like if i really do make that choice..that step..
some may call it the leap of faith..(no..not my sister's blog..but u can go check it out..its updated..finally..)
some may call it foolishness..
as for me, i don't know what i'll call it..
should i just close my eyes and jump??
i just hope people are less judgmental..
and i do hope that dreams do come true...
some day...
some day......
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