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Name: -meLisSa-
Country: Malaysia
Metro: Kuala Lumpur
Birthday: 12/26/1987
Gender: Female


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Tuesday, October 14, 2008

holding on..

i miss home..
i miss my family..
i miss us 4 just going out for movies and having dinner together..
i miss you che, i miss you daddy,i miss you mummy..
looking through the pictures we have, just bring laughter and tears...
wondering when can the 4 of us ever be together again..

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Lord, i pray that you will keep my family together
i pray too Lord that you will help my mum especially to be strong and may both my parents rely on your strength.
same goes to my sister and i.
i pray that we will re-unite soon.
thank you Lord for the family that i have. it may not be a perfect one but i believe we ARE perfect for one another.

ps: i miss you too my best friend and my church members..wish it could be like last time..




Friday, September 05, 2008

Propriety in worship

        Follow my example, as I follow the example of Christ.
       I praise you for remembering me in everything and for holding to the teachings, just as I passed them on to you.
       Now I want you to realize that the head of every man is Christ, and the head of the woman is man, and the head of Christ is God.
       Every man who prays or prophesies  with his head covered dishonors his head. And every woman who prays or prophesies with her head uncovered dishonors her head - it is just as though her head were shaved.
       If a woman does not cover her head, she should have her hair cut off; and if it is a disgrace for a woman to have her hair cut or shaved off, she should cover her head.
       A man ought not to cover his head, since he is the image and glory of God; but the woman is the glory of man.
       For man did not come from woman, but woman from man;
       neither was man created for woman, but woman for man.
       For this reason, and because of the angels, the woman ought to have a sign of authority on her head.

                                                                                                                                   1Corinthians 11:1-10

These verses alone speaks for itself. It is not the word of man but the word of God. It is whether we choose to obey his commands. John 14:15: "If you love me, you will obey what I command.
If we say we love God and want to follow his footsteps yet are not able to obey whatever he asks us to do, are we not just speaking in vain? It is very important indeed to remember God's teaching and not the teaching of man. If we say that it's the modern age now and it doesn't matter if we don't wear a veil so long as we go to church and worship God from our hearts, God see our hearts, etc...we're wrong. Wearing a veil is part of our act of obedience and worship towards God.




Tuesday, February 26, 2008

forgive me..

the things we go through in life..
the lyrics prob explains what i'm feeling or am going through right now..
just sucks..
why do we have to make so many decisions in life?
not knowing if we're making the right ones..
lord speak..


Father, I’m going through some heavy things
It seems like this world ain’t getting any better
The more we try to get closer to You
The farther we run from Your throne


I’ve spent so many nights wonderin’ when will it end
When will the day come when happiness begins
I’m running the race but it seems too hard to win
I’m sick of mourning my stomach is throwing up in the morning

I’m calling for help and watching it melt away
My heart’s been put on display and put away
In many ways, many times I told myself it was ok
And anger was the price that was paid
While these faded dreams just screamed to bring them home

The burden was too heavy I kept running from the throne
I can’t take it any longer
I can taste my spirit hunger
God please help me get home

Lord though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death
I’m not scared cause You’re holding my breath
I only fear that I don’t have enough time left
To tell the world that there’s no time left, Lord please


I’ve come to terms that I’m burning both sides of the rope
And I’m hoping that self-control would kick in before I’m choking off
The sin that be destroying every fiber I got
I need the Lord in every way I’ll never make it I’m not
Going back to the way I was before Christ in my life
I couldn’t do it I would lose it there’s no point to the fight
And I’m writing this song, for the people who don’t belong
I pray away the pain you feel from all the things that went wrong
Inside a life that’s filled with anger and disappointment
Cause daddy treated you weaker than all of the other kids
It’s annoying and I feel for all of you who wanna give up
You feel stuck I feel the same way Lord help us stay up
You couldn’t pay me to abandon the idea of true hope
That I could make it through this life into a place where there’s no crying
I’m dying to find You with open arms when I go
Knowing You love me and You waiting to give rest to my soul

Lord I don't know what I'm struggling for
There’s got to be more
Than this life I know
But still I’m here fighting to never give up
I find strength in Your love
And You will see me through


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i should've just bolded the whole damned thing i think..

oh god...bring me back to the place and time where I didn't have to worry about anything at all..
don't wanna be alone...
wonder how things will be like if i really do make that choice..that step..
some may call it the leap of faith..(no..not my sister's blog..but u can go check it out..its updated..finally..)
some may call it foolishness..
as for me, i don't know what i'll call it..
should i just close my eyes and jump??
i just hope people are less judgmental..
and i do hope that dreams do come true...
some day...
some day......



Monday, December 31, 2007

went to malacca with my hubs on sat..
our 3 mths hols cmin to an end and was thinkin this 3 mths nvr really got to go for a hol
so planned this mini 1 day trip lor.altho its not the ori plan...
original plan was to go penang..
but too last min and not enuf time de..
so got to make do with this trip first..hehe..
started our journey ard 1030.was suppose to leave at 8 but slept late the nite b4 cos gt too carried away playing mahjong.
yesh!i finally learned how to play.lol.pretty addictive leh...
so anyways,we arrived ayer keroh bout 1 like that..first stop was at the butterfly park.
cos i saw the sign board mar..so dearie asked wanna go der first anot..
so yeah..a stupid-scary-donkey thing happened der..
u see..babes was feeding the monkey den after tat he asked me to feed say wanna take pic of me feeding..
i keep saying dowan but he insisted..
so oklor..i tried to be sporting lor..haha..
so fine..feed him the first time was alright..but the bf say dint manage to snap..like wth??!=.=
so nvm..feed 2nd time..and this time..!!!! omg man!! the stupid cheeky monkey reached out and instead of taking the kuaci,he grabbed my wrist!!wa..seriously..i was damn shocked and scared...
but waddayouknow..he say..aiyoh..feed again lar..too fast u run away i dint manage to take again..
this time i keep saying dowan lar..the monkey very cheeky sure grab again wan..monkeys are cheeky fella's!!
but he said wont..really wont..faster go..so fine lar..i went again..and guess what?!!it happened again!!!
and baby said after tat he saw the monkey laughing to himself..
as in showing his cheeky teeth..wth man..!no more after tat!!donkey ass bf can laugh at me somemore..
but after tat i saw the pics..actually can stil see abit of my face wan..just not that clear..yeesh..
so nyways,after leaving the 'butterfly park/mini zoo' we masuk into malacca town and since it was lunch time we went try the famosa chicken rice ball since ppl always fuss about how u must eat it wen ur der..
turns out, its nth special or wat..
dats what we thought lar..
den since we dint have much time left..
you see..i've got a dinner with my relatives at 7smth so we had to leave malacca early lor..
so had to rush abit..actually quite alot..
walked around the shops and bought a cowboy hat for convey..his bday party was on the same nite as well..
den rushed ourselves to find the famous cendol at jonker street..
wanted to go for sate celup also..
but not enuf time..
had to go home liao..damn potong..
that sort of sums up our trip to malacca..yes..a short one i know..
nvrtheless it was meaningful...
pics of the trip and convey's bday party
below...
more of it are up on my facebook..
enjoy!

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25 more km to ayer keroh and another 32km to malacca..

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turning out from ayer keroh toll

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no wonder they're called 'lovebirds'

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translation: butterfly park malacca

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stupid monkey
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thats my hands..first shot..

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2nd/3rd shot..stupid-cheeky-ugly-ass monkey

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owl..hoot hoot..

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entering malacca town..

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famosa chicken rice ball

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the long journey in search of cendol..dint manage to try the durian cendol also..

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finally we saw the stall..

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i have my shades and you dont..

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slurping away..

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cutting the real cake (spot the cream on his hair..)

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y ur eyes sud bigger den mine?lol..

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a game of roulette..?

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jeff emo..

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on tipsy mode..

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the source..after this dey change to JD den wanted to open swing..but ppl were pretty tipsy ade..

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bday boy

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kong-ed


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and out...



Friday, December 28, 2007

dum di dum..

the year is coming to an end..
b'day came and gone so soon.
it was a memorable one i would say.
started off with sis organizing a pre-birthday dinner for me at yuen's steamboat with the fam & je since she wont be around on the day itself.
my first time eating a baskin robbins cake and i would say it was great!
melt too fast tho..
thank you sista and baby for putting in the effort.
birthday itself was celebrated with je and ended with us cooking a meal for my parents and us.=.=
christmas this year didnt seem much of a christmas to me.yeah.i know.so sad.how can i not enjoy it rite?!
somehow i dont know what happened to my christmas mood.
nyways,happy belated birthday jesus!
i went for youth camp too.this year i only went for half camp.still waiting for pics from jeff.hmm..
baby bought me 'oo kuai' (turtle/tortoise?)as a chirstmas present.at first he bought 1..but we somehow felt that dood look so lonely so went buy another one.turns out i have a girl and a guy now.asked the shopkeeper to check for us.
other new thing that i have is a digi cam!not just any digi cam but my very FIRST own digi cam!LOL.yeah.i know.so outdated rite?wat to do?poor mar..
my own birthday pressie to myself.hehe..
ok.nth much to update de.
special thanks to: baby je, marco kor, catherine bestie, sister, dan, mumsie and dadsie, aaron, kum, doreen, raymond, henry goh,yi jiang, chung seng, thee khye, shu qing, lee hendry, convey, yi yuen, junior, chui yee, yen sun, daniel, aku (uncle), grace leong, jason leong, aunty irene, vivien che che, christopher chin, jean loo, audrey soo, jaclyn, soo jin, wai yee, sheng mae, esther goh, chung en, david lee, hooi eng,  ben tay, lee san and joshua benjamin for the birthday wishes. appreciate it alot. sorry if i missed out anyone's name...hehe..forgive me.*edited*

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front view

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side view of the box


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darling's ipod and mine..got it during our campover at courts megastore for 12 hrs

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can u spot my two oo kuai's?
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*cheers**keeping fingers crossed for my malacca trip with the cutie this sat*




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